Saturday, January 15, 2005
erm.. juz came back from cousin gathering... i think i'm looking forward to more of such meeting... it's really the time.. to sit down.. talk thing inside out.. i think the 5 of us.. talk quite alot of things tonight.. those older cousin... let me understand many many things also.. perhaps.. it's really the time.. to knock down the wall i've built in me... it's time to do what my heart says...
this week didnt go on smoothly... it was a lousy week.. my mood was juz bad... so i doubt anyone feels it.. but it's ok.. that's not uncommon.. everything juz didnt go on well.. tml is a saturday... going to chinatown.. for some lightup duty.. hope it goes on well.. i really hope so.. i really need something good occasion to light up my weekend.. apart from tonight cousins gathering... i think i feeling abit upset.. depresses.. uncomfortable.. lost now.. dunno for what.. but it seems like for a thousand million reasons.. i hope i'll be able to 'ling wu' the meaning soon... i hope i hope...
*Lost* Toast
this week didnt go on smoothly... it was a lousy week.. my mood was juz bad... so i doubt anyone feels it.. but it's ok.. that's not uncommon.. everything juz didnt go on well.. tml is a saturday... going to chinatown.. for some lightup duty.. hope it goes on well.. i really hope so.. i really need something good occasion to light up my weekend.. apart from tonight cousins gathering... i think i feeling abit upset.. depresses.. uncomfortable.. lost now.. dunno for what.. but it seems like for a thousand million reasons.. i hope i'll be able to 'ling wu' the meaning soon... i hope i hope...
*Lost* Toast
Friday, January 07, 2005
yeah yeah.. complimentary post.. to some pple i left out in the last entry.. well well..
i think i wanna dedicate this post to my khakis in nyP!!.. none other than A.C.E.L ..
A.C.E.L: hey gals.. really wonderful to have u pple around in my poly life man.. though im the youngest out of all.. but sumtime i truly feels tat i'm so much more sensible than u gals!! esP Li eR!! juz in case.. u get to read this blog.. how fast.. the last sems of year 2 will be ending in few months time.. and truly.. we yet to know what happen till den.. where will we land up in..?? sumthing i can be quite assure of.. is 'no-more-together'.. since our interests varies so much.. somehow i'm able to predict that.. definately we will get separated.. unless our interests change within this few months.. but anyway.. xie xie da jia de zhao gu.. sumtime u gals juz make me felt like a pampered little gal.. coz u pple nv fail to suprise and fantasize me with so many surprisesss and wonderful events in our daily boring school life.. and there's so many thing that i know and dunno.. and so many things that u all know and dunno too... time spent together with u gals are definately worthwhile.. may we.. shall we.. can we.. must we.. continue this lovely.. sincere.. promising.. wonderful.. sweety khaki-ship?? and yeah.. the answer is a 'Y-E-S' from me..!! and it's a promise!!
a little more to go.. for this very special person.. my saviour in nyp!! and that's none other than... SuJuan!!!
sujuan: hey hey.. my senior.. from yys.. to yysjab.. to nyp.. and finally.. nyp-mit.. what's next.. and yeah.. i think we were'nt that close back in yysjab.. juz normal acquaintance senior-junior-ship.. with a little bit of normal catch up..once in a blue moon?? but im glad to have u here in nyp.. truly really.. glad.. coz u pose as such a great help to me.. since the day 1 im in nyp.. since orientation.. till now.. yeah yeah yeah.. that's how helpful you're!.. and really is xie xie zhong de xie xie.. from orientation.. u taught me.. where to retrieve my first time table.. where to go buy my lecture notes.. to this.. that.. teach me.. or rather let me copy ur project... till today.. it's still the same old thing.. hey.. i really appreciate that ok.. coz whenever i need help with my project.. u'll definately no grumble de help me.. and yeah.. i really really appreciate.. though i alway only say 'xie xie.. thanks leh..' but deep down in me.. i really is very gan dong.. happy.. gao xing.. xing fen.. coz i've such a nice senior that always reach out to me.. whenever i need help.. even my classmates envy me ok.. but anyway.. other than xie xie.. is still xie xie.. it's a brand new year.. and may this new year.. brings a new start to u as well.. remember.. stay happy always.. ok??
*and yeah... these are all the pple i can remember for now.. shall update again.. once i thought of anyone.. and also.. god damn it.. my bro is far far at indonesia now.. with the navy... and there's no confirm date with when he'll be back... damn the government man.. coz there's a possibility that.. he wun be with us for the chinese new year for the 2nd year.. last year he was at israel.. to aid support for the war.. and now.. tsunami... my god.. but nevertheless.. i'm so so so proud of my bro.. and i hope that he'll come back safety... and for now.. let's give my bro a round of applause ok... *clap clap clap*... xie xie..
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i think i wanna dedicate this post to my khakis in nyP!!.. none other than A.C.E.L ..
A.C.E.L: hey gals.. really wonderful to have u pple around in my poly life man.. though im the youngest out of all.. but sumtime i truly feels tat i'm so much more sensible than u gals!! esP Li eR!! juz in case.. u get to read this blog.. how fast.. the last sems of year 2 will be ending in few months time.. and truly.. we yet to know what happen till den.. where will we land up in..?? sumthing i can be quite assure of.. is 'no-more-together'.. since our interests varies so much.. somehow i'm able to predict that.. definately we will get separated.. unless our interests change within this few months.. but anyway.. xie xie da jia de zhao gu.. sumtime u gals juz make me felt like a pampered little gal.. coz u pple nv fail to suprise and fantasize me with so many surprisesss and wonderful events in our daily boring school life.. and there's so many thing that i know and dunno.. and so many things that u all know and dunno too... time spent together with u gals are definately worthwhile.. may we.. shall we.. can we.. must we.. continue this lovely.. sincere.. promising.. wonderful.. sweety khaki-ship?? and yeah.. the answer is a 'Y-E-S' from me..!! and it's a promise!!
a little more to go.. for this very special person.. my saviour in nyp!! and that's none other than... SuJuan!!!
sujuan: hey hey.. my senior.. from yys.. to yysjab.. to nyp.. and finally.. nyp-mit.. what's next.. and yeah.. i think we were'nt that close back in yysjab.. juz normal acquaintance senior-junior-ship.. with a little bit of normal catch up..once in a blue moon?? but im glad to have u here in nyp.. truly really.. glad.. coz u pose as such a great help to me.. since the day 1 im in nyp.. since orientation.. till now.. yeah yeah yeah.. that's how helpful you're!.. and really is xie xie zhong de xie xie.. from orientation.. u taught me.. where to retrieve my first time table.. where to go buy my lecture notes.. to this.. that.. teach me.. or rather let me copy ur project... till today.. it's still the same old thing.. hey.. i really appreciate that ok.. coz whenever i need help with my project.. u'll definately no grumble de help me.. and yeah.. i really really appreciate.. though i alway only say 'xie xie.. thanks leh..' but deep down in me.. i really is very gan dong.. happy.. gao xing.. xing fen.. coz i've such a nice senior that always reach out to me.. whenever i need help.. even my classmates envy me ok.. but anyway.. other than xie xie.. is still xie xie.. it's a brand new year.. and may this new year.. brings a new start to u as well.. remember.. stay happy always.. ok??
*and yeah... these are all the pple i can remember for now.. shall update again.. once i thought of anyone.. and also.. god damn it.. my bro is far far at indonesia now.. with the navy... and there's no confirm date with when he'll be back... damn the government man.. coz there's a possibility that.. he wun be with us for the chinese new year for the 2nd year.. last year he was at israel.. to aid support for the war.. and now.. tsunami... my god.. but nevertheless.. i'm so so so proud of my bro.. and i hope that he'll come back safety... and for now.. let's give my bro a round of applause ok... *clap clap clap*... xie xie..
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Monday, January 03, 2005
hey everybody.. happy 2005!!! BLeSsed 2005 aLSO!! gosh... been so long ever since i last blog.. so many things happen during these 1 month plus.. i went for camp.. it was a sucky camp.. it was xmas.. den new year.. den this and that.. so much.. so many.. there was bad thing.. there's good thing.. but im glad all had became a part of my wonderful memories... a learning stage in my life.. recaps for the year.. year 2004.. suddenly cant really remember what happen this year... but i know alot.. firstly i finally went for OTC and passed out as an official Corp SO(6) officer.. the year i turn 18.. yeah.. officially 18.. the legal age to do lotsa things! *bleah*.. the year where i finally calls off.. and push off the load for 2 1/2 years..nice.. wonderful... at this point of time.. seriously i cant remember wat else.. oh yeah.. yysjab receive a gOLD unit award.. yeah.. that's indeed a achievement.. which i doubt anyone can truly understand how we feels... but anyway.. that's one of the few glory events in the year 2004... 2005 is a brand new year.. seriously i've yet to thought of any new year resolutions.. but for all i know.. i wan everything to be good in this year.. to get good result.. good social-lationship.. good temper.. good money.. good frends... good boy frend... good gal frend.. good bag... good clothing.. good foods... good look.. good body contour.. good family.. good health.. i know im being greedy.. but i juz want everything to be within my control.. yeah.. just in case u dunno.. that's me.. truly me.. i think im getting very thoughtful now.. so many things i wanna express through words.. but i dunno how to.. so many things i wanna say.. so many people i want thanks... alot alot.. but serious i dunno what to say.. what to do.. erm... in short...
5Cs: everybody is getting so so so busy with their individual schedule till we hardly has got any time to meet up during the holiday as promise... many things happened to each and everyone.. till i think no one truly know what happen to each and everyone.. but nevertheless.. the special frendship we own with one another still exist.. present.. forever..
fenmei: i guess other than thanks...xie xie.. arigato.. it's still the same word..' kam siah'... i guess.. w/o u.. my life would have been pretty different.. at this point of time.. i think u must be thinking.. what've u done to create such a big impact in my life.. but hey there.. my fren.. it's the support that u stand by as a fren when im feeling real depressed..demoralised..down in there.. the little 'xin ling' of mine..my peer in sjab!! w/o u.. it could nv be possible for me to pass out as an officer... thus both yysjab and jieying would have lost a very potential and entertaining officer/junior.. so my fren.. pls continue to show support as a fren.. and pls alway remember.. no matter what it happen.. there's alway me.. behind you... :P
amy: ah girl ah... when was the last time we see each other? not including that 2 occasion that u meet up up after work to pass me my stuffs.. and i mean.. meet up.. pass and go... seriously i think we need to sacrify abit of our private time to meet up ar.. hmm.. i think u went thru quite abit of up and down in this year also.. but hey gal.. take it as a learning stage in ur life.. and i know.. erm.. well.. i beLIeve.. after this.. u will and shall nv make the same mistake again?? our frendship start from my lameness.. trying to li siao you.. and till this moment.. it still going on very strong.. and it shall alway be... i need u as a frend.. i need u as a support... though u're alway alway so blur... keep forgetting those important thing i've said... but nevertheless.. u're still my dearest fren.. u're one of the few close fren that i've share my very personal... love life secret with.. i dunno why you.. but it's juz you.. and i know it shall alway be you and me.. my dear fren.. hope to see u soon.. and u know.. i'm alway behind you too...
yien shan: hey there... one of the few goody khaki i get to chat with online eh.. with you.. i think it's also another very special frendship... coz even though sumtime we hardly chat and update with each other... we juz get super click whenever we meet up.. that's sumthing good.. remember.. i once told amy many months back.. 'i've once found back my frendship with ys..' yeah... truly... i use to think that... among the 5 of us.. u could just be the one to leave the group first.. dunno y.. and pls.. no offence.. but seriously i dunno why i think so.. but im glad that i've once found back my frendship with you.. so pls do remember to ring me up more often when u're down ok(but i want u to be happy.. always and as often as possible..!!).. juz like what you've written in the email on my bday.. coz u will know.. no matter what.. i'll be there for you.. my frend and yeah.. i mean it.. it's for life!! a for-Life Assurance from me-to-you.. my Dearly frend..
priscilla: my fren for 14 years.. hey.. yeah... another special frendship.. at this point i conclude that.. my good frends are pple whom i once hate or cant get along with.. be with fm...amy.. ys...or u... yeah.. we know each other since kindergarden.. den to the same pri sch.. and next to the same sec sch.. be it was it same class classmate or watever.. we used to didnt like each other in the past.. and i think it continues all the way until we're 14 or 15 years old?? hey.. there's sumthing sad.. my crappy fren!! compared to the other 3.. i think we didnt go thru so many ups and downs.. but plenty of joy and laughter in our final years in yys.. yeah.. that's indeed memorable.. and nevertheless.. we're still so good frends.. with a very tall and big chairwoman.. and a very short and small vice-chair.. the class 4B is indeed powerful.. a very strong impression of sumthing very interesting.. i actually refused to talk to u for 3 whole weeks in sec 4 ar? becoz of who? mr KK.. haha.. that's sumthing indeed very memorable.. and hey.. i shall crown u as my joy and laughter fren.. as what we've once shared and gone thru are all good memories.. my dear fren... seriously i hope to see more of you.. :)
sjAb: it gotta be a very long road ahead.. not only in yysjab.. but as a whole.. we forsee that things gotta be very different as the way it always be.. but nevertheless... the spirit of yysjab-ian still exist strongly.. in each and everyone of us.. as we used to be.. and shall always be prOduct of yuying..
jieying: my mentor... yeah.. though u nv address to me in ur recent update.. but still i'm going to address a little note to u... since sjab is one big part in my life.. and thus.. u makes up slightly a small part of my life too...and yeah.. though u're so much shorter than me.. and.. but nevertheless.. i still looked up to you as who you are.. how calm u can be when there's 'disaster'.. how well u manage everything how good you're.. how popular u can be..and the list goes on.. thought u always claim that there's time when u're weak.. but u alway seems so strong!! and i guess.. that's a very strong support for me to be even better!! thanks for all the guidance... thanks for all the endurance and tolerance to put up with my nonsense and my ren xing.. i know sumtime i'm behaving like a small rebellious kids.. but i cant help it.. that's how i express myself.. and i know.. it always bring u troubles.. and perhaps.. sumhow a little of joy as well.. yeah.. i bet.. having me in ur life is nuthing but joy joy joy joy joy.. our acquaintance had alway been so special.. it's neither a senior-junior relationship.. neither it is a very close friendship or sister-ship.. but sumhow.. it seems that there's a special bond in between us.. i dunno when it's going to end.. but i hope.. it never ends... i truly hope it continues.. i dunno what to say next.. as the saying goes.. 'jing zai bu yan zhong'.. like what i've said.. it's a special relationship.. that requires not much verbal words..
life: i want a better life.. with better grades.. better frends.. better this.. better that.. everything better.. hopefully i'll get a better wIL also.. *bleah*
i dunno what i wanna continue next.. basically im just writting a story without a plot.. but to conclude.. i wanna thanks every single one who had contributed to help or harm and make my year 2004... either a better or a lousy year..yeah... in short.. thank you everyone for making this year 2004 a possible year for me.. xie xie.. arigato.. thank you.. selamat blah blah.. and yeah.. special thanks to eve... for the beautifull.. wonderful.. wil's pic! i love it.. simply love it!!
*Appreciated* Toast
5Cs: everybody is getting so so so busy with their individual schedule till we hardly has got any time to meet up during the holiday as promise... many things happened to each and everyone.. till i think no one truly know what happen to each and everyone.. but nevertheless.. the special frendship we own with one another still exist.. present.. forever..
fenmei: i guess other than thanks...xie xie.. arigato.. it's still the same word..' kam siah'... i guess.. w/o u.. my life would have been pretty different.. at this point of time.. i think u must be thinking.. what've u done to create such a big impact in my life.. but hey there.. my fren.. it's the support that u stand by as a fren when im feeling real depressed..demoralised..down in there.. the little 'xin ling' of mine..my peer in sjab!! w/o u.. it could nv be possible for me to pass out as an officer... thus both yysjab and jieying would have lost a very potential and entertaining officer/junior.. so my fren.. pls continue to show support as a fren.. and pls alway remember.. no matter what it happen.. there's alway me.. behind you... :P
amy: ah girl ah... when was the last time we see each other? not including that 2 occasion that u meet up up after work to pass me my stuffs.. and i mean.. meet up.. pass and go... seriously i think we need to sacrify abit of our private time to meet up ar.. hmm.. i think u went thru quite abit of up and down in this year also.. but hey gal.. take it as a learning stage in ur life.. and i know.. erm.. well.. i beLIeve.. after this.. u will and shall nv make the same mistake again?? our frendship start from my lameness.. trying to li siao you.. and till this moment.. it still going on very strong.. and it shall alway be... i need u as a frend.. i need u as a support... though u're alway alway so blur... keep forgetting those important thing i've said... but nevertheless.. u're still my dearest fren.. u're one of the few close fren that i've share my very personal... love life secret with.. i dunno why you.. but it's juz you.. and i know it shall alway be you and me.. my dear fren.. hope to see u soon.. and u know.. i'm alway behind you too...
yien shan: hey there... one of the few goody khaki i get to chat with online eh.. with you.. i think it's also another very special frendship... coz even though sumtime we hardly chat and update with each other... we juz get super click whenever we meet up.. that's sumthing good.. remember.. i once told amy many months back.. 'i've once found back my frendship with ys..' yeah... truly... i use to think that... among the 5 of us.. u could just be the one to leave the group first.. dunno y.. and pls.. no offence.. but seriously i dunno why i think so.. but im glad that i've once found back my frendship with you.. so pls do remember to ring me up more often when u're down ok(but i want u to be happy.. always and as often as possible..!!).. juz like what you've written in the email on my bday.. coz u will know.. no matter what.. i'll be there for you.. my frend and yeah.. i mean it.. it's for life!! a for-Life Assurance from me-to-you.. my Dearly frend..
priscilla: my fren for 14 years.. hey.. yeah... another special frendship.. at this point i conclude that.. my good frends are pple whom i once hate or cant get along with.. be with fm...amy.. ys...or u... yeah.. we know each other since kindergarden.. den to the same pri sch.. and next to the same sec sch.. be it was it same class classmate or watever.. we used to didnt like each other in the past.. and i think it continues all the way until we're 14 or 15 years old?? hey.. there's sumthing sad.. my crappy fren!! compared to the other 3.. i think we didnt go thru so many ups and downs.. but plenty of joy and laughter in our final years in yys.. yeah.. that's indeed memorable.. and nevertheless.. we're still so good frends.. with a very tall and big chairwoman.. and a very short and small vice-chair.. the class 4B is indeed powerful.. a very strong impression of sumthing very interesting.. i actually refused to talk to u for 3 whole weeks in sec 4 ar? becoz of who? mr KK.. haha.. that's sumthing indeed very memorable.. and hey.. i shall crown u as my joy and laughter fren.. as what we've once shared and gone thru are all good memories.. my dear fren... seriously i hope to see more of you.. :)
sjAb: it gotta be a very long road ahead.. not only in yysjab.. but as a whole.. we forsee that things gotta be very different as the way it always be.. but nevertheless... the spirit of yysjab-ian still exist strongly.. in each and everyone of us.. as we used to be.. and shall always be prOduct of yuying..
jieying: my mentor... yeah.. though u nv address to me in ur recent update.. but still i'm going to address a little note to u... since sjab is one big part in my life.. and thus.. u makes up slightly a small part of my life too...and yeah.. though u're so much shorter than me.. and.. but nevertheless.. i still looked up to you as who you are.. how calm u can be when there's 'disaster'.. how well u manage everything how good you're.. how popular u can be..and the list goes on.. thought u always claim that there's time when u're weak.. but u alway seems so strong!! and i guess.. that's a very strong support for me to be even better!! thanks for all the guidance... thanks for all the endurance and tolerance to put up with my nonsense and my ren xing.. i know sumtime i'm behaving like a small rebellious kids.. but i cant help it.. that's how i express myself.. and i know.. it always bring u troubles.. and perhaps.. sumhow a little of joy as well.. yeah.. i bet.. having me in ur life is nuthing but joy joy joy joy joy.. our acquaintance had alway been so special.. it's neither a senior-junior relationship.. neither it is a very close friendship or sister-ship.. but sumhow.. it seems that there's a special bond in between us.. i dunno when it's going to end.. but i hope.. it never ends... i truly hope it continues.. i dunno what to say next.. as the saying goes.. 'jing zai bu yan zhong'.. like what i've said.. it's a special relationship.. that requires not much verbal words..
life: i want a better life.. with better grades.. better frends.. better this.. better that.. everything better.. hopefully i'll get a better wIL also.. *bleah*
i dunno what i wanna continue next.. basically im just writting a story without a plot.. but to conclude.. i wanna thanks every single one who had contributed to help or harm and make my year 2004... either a better or a lousy year..yeah... in short.. thank you everyone for making this year 2004 a possible year for me.. xie xie.. arigato.. thank you.. selamat blah blah.. and yeah.. special thanks to eve... for the beautifull.. wonderful.. wil's pic! i love it.. simply love it!!
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